I am Jess Campmans...the eldest of 4 children who grew up in a two parent household of the 1980's on a farm near Edmonton, Alberta Canada. While I always felt blessed and taken care of, there was also a part of me that longed for something that I couldn't really explain and rarely told anyone about. The one and only place that I felt connected to this "thing" that I longed for was found in the company of my horses and out in nature, and it was my horses that I chose over friends to share my deepest secrets with, except that there was never any words needed. It was simply a space of connection and of feeling, both of which I began to shut down in later years due to how vulnerable my connection and feeling left me in my human relationships.
My pivotal point was turning 33: with a husband, 4 kids and a dairy farm that needed me and my mental and physical health feeling like they were falling apart, not to mention my horses who refused to want anything to do with me.
Despite how much I thought I knew, none of what I was doing was helping me solve the problems that seemed to be continually blocking me in my body and in my life, spiralling me into greater disconnect. My decision to throw my hands up in the air and basically give up how I was doing things... I now understand as my letting go and surrendering myself to become a student of life again. The more I tuned in and listened to what showed up to teach me how to be, the more I became connected to something far greater and more inspiring than I had experienced for a long time ~ the flow of life, via my emotions and spiritual self. My surrendering everything that I knew how to do, finally allowed me the space to simply be and gave the Universe a chance to present ideas, synchronicities, and the people and animals that I now recognize as those who helped and supported my opening up, re-connecting to and expansion of my spiritual self and my consciousness.
And what I continue to be amazed at and inspired from, is the continuation of how once I let go of needing to know the how or why of something, and I simply trust and follow where I am being "led", there is always some form of energetic feedback or confirmation that is provided to me that I am on the right path. And while my life hasn't really changed much in my outer world, my inner world has been revolutionized through my own evolution of trusting and embodying my soul's wisdom, through the journey with my horses.
ACKNOWLEDGE, FEEL, HEAL...
Healing is facilitated through the energy of saying yes, and acknowledging that which wants to be acknowledged. Anything that has been repressed or suppressed is only wanting to heard and felt. It is this process of inviting what wants to be acknowledged into your awareness so can be free to live in the present moment and no longer attached to what was holding you back in the past.
Healing is innate to us, and truly does not need a modality but simply only space and an invitation.
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This all speaks so loud to me!! I am amazed at that things you tell me, b/c they are things in my thoughts and then you bring them out and make them real! I feel so much lightness right now. I feel like weights are being lifted from me.-LeslieV
You are always so spot on, insightful and sharing inspiring messages. My heart sings and I feel connected and grateful. This message does resonate with me. My heart and soul thank you for your friendship, compassion, empathy, love and sharing your gifts. You’ve impacted my journey deeply.
Our language is incapable of expressing what we feel...Last time before you helped me my feet were floppy and my legs asleep from the hips to below my knees. Then after you helped me all the symptoms left. I'm feeling tingling in my thighs once more! I hope you understand my intent, thank you so much. Years ago I used to meditate and listening to your video I was taken back. Your words took me back. I don't get to admit this often, meaning my inner soul is real. -WarrenW
Grace Incarnate. I love what you anchor...the places you speak from, and the fluid beauty that results. Deep bow; thank you from the heart. -SionaV
Thank you to you and your lovely herd. I hope they realize the ripples of joy and healing they are sending outward. -MeganH
Thank You and your herd for the gifts you share and bring forth on a daily basis to the world. You and your herd have been huge in helping me understand a lot about what that higher calling is. On those days where it might not be easy to know the help you give, just know that you are appreciated more than I could ever say. -PamW
Powerful. Thank you for being part of my journey and leading me back to self and the profound unfolding that takes place in vulnerability. Thank you for holding the space for me to find and illuminate my truths. You are a beautiful expression of love and compassion. -SharonB
I sat quietly, just feeling and noticing. Then I felt my left side grew heavy, my stomach gurgling. I was aware of a constriction in my throat, which was replaced by a pulsing sensation in my closed eyes, in the same rhythm as the chest waves. And a light shade of green seemed to be surrounding the sensation. And suddenly while I was noticing all of this, the pulsing shifted to an area this is “problematic” for me, my right psoas area. It was quite distinct—I hadn’t moved at all, but suddenly, the waves were massaging that sore area. I sat for a little while longer until the feelings dissipated and then went about my day. I felt light, open to whatever happened, grounded. I took a wrong turn while driving to an appointment, but didn’t care and just enjoyed the scenery. The next couple of days were filled with some agitation and self-inflicted suffering, and I wondered what it all meant. Then on the third day I went for a walk at my favorite nature spot and again felt that sense of openness yet being grounded. Instead of being “spread too thin” between all the aspects of life, I had a feeling of being more collected, more sure of what I wanted. This feeling has stayed with me over the last 10 days. -DonnaB
Your way of holding space and describing what is happening within me helps me to fine-tune my body awareness and what is going on. While I don't always understand it, I can feel it on a cellular level. -SabineE
Thank you so much for this message Jess. I needed it...and more importantly I needed to hear and see you as the grounding, wise, calm, present voice/spirit you are. "
Wow Jess this message is so very Powerful! I felt very moved and tears were falling as you talked...I received something very powerful.
With your guidance I may have finally got it, the AHA moment. For the first time in a long time I feel clarity,peacefulness. I realize that I am in control of my thoughts etc. and I can do this. Thank you for your guidance and support. It means the world to me....
Big love to Jess, for sharing her beautiful gift of healing.
Thank you for your wonderful wisdom and thank you to your herd. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my daily messages. What an amazing gift you have.
I wanted to say that I look forward to these videos every week. They always seem to connect to what's happening for me. Some pieces are not perfectly clear, but that doesn't matter, because there is a sense of something real that goes beyond what can always be grasped neatly with the mind.
Thank you and your horses too. You are truly inspiring and I love to read your writings and watch your videos...I received great insight as to how to re-open myself to the horses and life in general.